Emotions...

Emotions are a funny thing, today they've got my head in a spin.

A line written over a year ago, but feeling very appropriate today.

Had the penultimate goodbye with Pete yesterday...

Spent last night with my Mum, Dad, sisters and nephew...good thing to do. Big sis will be here soon to help me sort things a bit more.

I don't know where to start, and there are so many things to do.

The 'Oh My God I'm doing it, I'm actually fucking doing it' party is tonight...thinking make up may be a bad idea...although maybe I've cried enough for today. Such mixed feelings...looking forward to seeing everybody...not looking forward to saying goodbye.